Leaving school.

leaving school most people can't wait. People can't wait to leave at the end of you 10 or 12.
I couldn't wait until i leave at the end of yr 12 but i never got the option.
Basically the story is my parents forced me out of school at the end of yr 10 and never at the option to leave or gone on to yr 12. I got told to leave by my parents.
I regret leaving. i wasent finished with school.
Everyone get so worked up leaving. i never did i was angry and sad i was never happy.
It was harding leaving. One of the hardest thing to do in my life.
The hardest thing about leaving was leaving my closers closers friends i had formed frienships with over my high school years and leaving a close friend who once was my best friend.
Memories that i made with those friends. felt like i was leaving behind. I took those memories with me. Most of my memories in my life are at school. I still cry over them.
It was hard knowing that the people you see 5 days a week you wont be seeing them 5 days a week ever again.
I miss my school life. I miss the lifesyle i miss the memories i made most important the friendships i made.
I wish i could go back.
I was perfect at school i screwed up alot. It not only affected me it affected my close friendships.
Screwing up was the most biggest mistake and regret i've made.
Leaving school as changed my life. Im out in the really world. its so hard. School was easy.
I go to TAFE now. Tafe is good but never will come as good as school was.
At TAFE you got so much freedom then school.
You form friendship with the people in you class. You see the 4 days a week.
But its not the same as school was.
When i have fun with my friends at TAFE these memories come to me memories i had school which makes me to stop having fun with my friends as those memories just go around in circles in my head.
Leaving school leaving your friends by hind is hard and your friendship with them have changed.
I will never forget the friendships i made the friends i made and the memories i made. The 3 important things in my school life.
My advice to guys out the treasure every sec of your school life. Not screw up that will make you to regret your mistakes. Live your school life to the full!

Attitude toward life and who we are.

The longer i live, the more I realise the impact of attitude i life. Its an important about to life. Its more important then the past, the education, the money. the circumstances, the failure and what people say or think. It will make or break a company whether we like it or not. Everyday we have choice that we can make about our attitude and how we embrace it through out the day.We can not change the fact how people act a certain way. we can't change the past the history. We can change our attitude today and now.Our attitude towards life determine our future. Our attitude can make a big difference to people and who we are.
You can gain more friends by being who you are then you putting up a fight. You can gain more friends by building them up instead of tearing them apart. By taking out a few minutes out of our day to do something kind for someone whether we know them or not it can make a difference.
I cant't change the direction of the wind, but i can adjust my sails to always reach my destination.

Boyfriends??

The trend in you teen years is must have a boyfriend. Most people in the teen years worry to much about getting a boyfriend and chasing a boyfriend for the sake of having one.
There are people that have found boyfriends and are in a happy relationship. That's good for them i wish them all the best.
I'm 17 now and i have spent most of my teen years being boy crazy flirting with boys and chasing boys. Where its lead me to to wrong guys most of them. The rest were OK. I have lost count with guys because i simple chased after alot of guys since 12 or 13. The wrong guys lead to the wrong things,wrong people,losing people around you that you care the most. its not worth it chasing a guy that is wrong for you.
I always you take any opportunity with a guy. it got me know where.
Not all the guys where bad they showed me alot and taught me alot i haven't forgotten. The stuff they have taught me in life and show me has helped my in my life. that's a positive you can get out from being with a guy.
Being with a guy,hanging with guys watching guys from yr 7 till now grow up it really shows you alot about guys and what to expect,who they are and everything about a guy.. This has helped my in life. this is something that you have to experience to know how its help you in life. You'll understand once you have.
One positive about being single is that you can flirt with many guys as possible let them flirt with you with out your boyfriend getting jealous or you holding your self back because you have a boyfriend.
I'm going to move on with my life enjoy whats left of my teens year ill be 18 in a few months, ill be an adult. Enjoy your teen years fit as much as in one day as possible. Life's to short to be chasing boys.
I'm ready that one to come to me. I'm ready to settle down with a guy in the next few years. I want to be married and having a baby but we'll see. I'm sick of chasing guys and going from 1 guy to another. I'm don't going to hold myself back from having fun with guys in the mean time. after all i love guys!
One thing i have learnt is that I'm going to let the guys to come to me if they want to a relationship with. I'm not going to chase a guy for a relationship anymore.
I'm going to go out there take each day as it come and live everyday.
Before i go i want to say is that go out there live everyday go to parties flirt with guys let them flirt with you and don't stress to much about having a boyfriend cause you guys are all still young had have the whole world at your doorstep waiting for you. LIVE LIFE! If a guy comes to you don't knock back that opportunity take it.

Passing of another young person.

I personally didnt know this guy who passed away a few days ago.

The guy who passed he lived in my area and i would see him around then and now.He also use to catch the same bus as me when i was in pimary and he was in High school and his a mate to few of my friends i know. I never got to meet him personally.

I spoke to him on the bus ta few times. What i observed from him. He was a nice he was never rude or anything. He showed alot of respect to his mates and his mate gave that respect back to him. He showed respect to people around him aswell. He was a funny i would listen to the jokes he would say on the bus.

i rememeber the first time i saw him on his red p's i was like woah he drives now wow.

When i found he passed away in car crash a few days ago i could not believe it. Few day before his passing i saw him drove pass my house in a red car with mate i remember that. Finding out he passed away was complete shock i just couldnt believe it i only saw him thoese few days ago and know that was the last time im going to see him for awhile.

I read those stories people wrote on the internet show he was a really nice caring respectful young guy. He was well known.

With passing its bought me closer even though its weird cause i did personally didnt know him. I spoke to him knowing that he was up there listening and look down smiling. He always had a smile. It might sound crazy but its not its helped me to connect with him become close to him. I hope that his up there remember who i was.

I wish i had the chance to meet him.

Its sad to see someone as yound as him passed away.

Rest in peace buddy.

Traps

Through we hae fallen into trap and we hae told ourselves that we won't fall fall back into that trap but the next thing you know you have fallen back into it.

Its part of growning up everyone in their lives have fallen into traps no matter how hard they tried to stop it from happening they still did. Through life we are going to continue falling into trap. Its part of life even though its suck alot. The only thing we can do is pray to god and help not to fallen into those trap if we do we just pray that we dont fallen deeply into those
traps.

No matter how hard we try and stop oursleves falling into trap we are going to we need to accepted in part of life its part of reality. As much as we dont want it from happening its going to happen through any kind of stage we are in life it going to happen.

We are not perfect. If we were perfect we wouldnt fallen into traps.

Dont put yourself down knowing that you have fallen into that trap again. Remind yourelf that you not the only one everyone falls into traps aswell.

Falling into traps are a part of who we are, part of life, its reailty and yout not the only one.

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